[Lykke]

Life is precious. I have a very good friend. Her mom is so very ill by the Cancer in her head. She has had several cerebral thrombosis, which means, that she can hardly do anything or remember things. One day, when my friend visit her mom at the hospital, she found her dad collapsed on the hospital floor, just beside her moms bed. She went in chok. She is the only child. In her head she imagine what would happend if she lost both of her parents. But it made her strong - and both survived.

At the moment she was standing there - from beeing the child, who was taken care of - to be the one, to take care ... she realized how presious life is. To value every single second of it. She also grew strong at that very moment. She took the responsibility and did excactly what she had to do, to make sure her dad got the correct treatment. She didnt panic, her fear and sorrows went in the back and she took things step by step.

The worse thougth is the thought of loosing someone you love deeply. After its the thought of beeing alone. When your parents dies - and noone else is left, you are the last person in the family chain. Then its the thought of time ... as you know your last time is closer (which isnt right, as you never know when your time comes, but its the THOUGHT of it).

I was close to loose my mom not that long ago - also cancer. Its a terrible feeling. And the fear of loosing my children is huge. But things like this makes us stronger! And it makes us value even little things in our weekday. I value the hugs my daughters gives me everyday, and when they tell me they love me. I value when beeing able to get to work everyday, because I have a job Im able to take care off. I value remembering things - and the ability to see, hear and smell! I value all the time I am able to spend with boyfriend/friends and family.

Its all about living and exploring the exact moment - and know that its precious. Its all about seizing the day!