Dont get me wrong. I love life.
Life has been both good and bad to me - mostly good though.
Im in the lucky position of having my sences and not being dependent of others. Im living in a democratic country were you mostly can do what your free will wants you to. Not everything seems logical though - but I should not complain, when looking at other countries governments or dictatorships, strickt religious systems, regular natural disasters, racism, fanatism, hunger and abuse of population.
I dont even have to go that far, to see Im lucky. Im not deathly ill, havent lost any of my dear ones or any bodyparts for that matter, I have 2 healthy kids, a familiy who cares about me, good friends and the worse thing im suffering from is my Astma - and the lack of money on my bank account ...
But I still should not complain; I have a roof over my head, food on the table every day, my kids have always clean clothes and they are able to go to school and get educated, Im educated myself and have a job and even a small car and Im somehow able to pay my bills every month even though it sometimes looks incredible hard ...
But life sucks ... Im loving - but missing ...
But still I should not complain; I HAVE someone to love, even though you are so far away! Someone yesterday made me realize, how fantastic it is to have someone near you who is that special to you. And in a lifetime it might happend, you meet that SOMEONE, you just KNOW you are connected to somehow. And that I should not complain, since I know that even though it might take time before we are together - this feels SO right, that time is on our site!
So I guess, I should not complain about time either .... ?
...8 days ...
