papers
papers PAPERS
I am sure you know the feeling. You have piles of papers but can't pull yourself together to clean out! New bills or letters arrives, you pay the bills and place them in one of the piles. Every day you look at the piles getting bigger and bigger and your bad conscience is tearing you up - but you KNOW it's a shitty job and therefore you just hesitate and put off the pain.
Yesterday I finaly got some energy to clean out! I had to make new folders for the papers, since the old one is containing papers from my time with the x. I don't need to keep any of that! Why should I?
I clean it out and get rid of it all. That means it's not filling up either in my apartment or in my mind!
This weekend I will clean up all the rest! I have no reason for keeping stuff. Some people keep old letters and pictures and whatever. I don't need to do that. I am not the kind of person who go looks in old letters and sits and dwell on them for hours! I am more a person who connects situations by other things like a place, a smell, a piece of music! And why the hell should I keep an old wedding picture with someone I don't even like? Or all the greetings cards we got at that time? I already did throw a lot of that stuff out - but hey, now the rest will go too
When a new area in life begins, it's important to focus on that and look forward NOT dwell over the past! And I just look forward to make space for all the new and exciting things that happends in my life with the man I love and the children who means the world to me
