Dear diary
17th April-07
Those kind of days
Woke up late after a bad dream, stumble to the kitchen just to find there is no breakfast.. I knew I should have bought twice as much last time I went shopping. trow on some cloth and head for the store, ofcourse !! it is windy like hell and I put on summercloth seeing the sun was shining. Chose to just go there, get met by a super happy storeowner, find it rather annoying someone can be that happy on what could apear to become a shitty day. So I find what I need fast and leave. walk 100 meters just to remember I forgot something and have to go back
Anyone know this feeling, those days that just leaves you with a giant headache before they have even started.
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funny how the smallest things can make everything seem shi*ty, I mean there are so many problems in the world around us, things that are so much bigger. Things people often chose not to think about because it is just to hard. If we just all thought about it more often would it help ?
Do you remember to tell the ppl around you that you apreciate what they do for you and that you have them in your life ?
you know you should right ?
I have gotten better at it over the past year, but I probably still do not do it often enough, just seems easier to leave it for another day. But who says you will be around that day, or that they will. I have lost family and luckily I got to tell them what they meant to me before they died, well in particular I am talking about my father whom died at the age of 44. not only death can part people and in honesty I feel like he is still here, at least in some way.
For the people who is reading in (if any) I would suggest you spend 30 min today reminding the ppl close to you that they matter to you, friends family and virtual friends whom may have been there for you.
And plz do not think I am to busy today, because that is a real bad excuse, tomorrow you will push it aside and the day after tomorrow maybe even forget, so chop chop
I will post a thanks to some of the ppl you guys probably know too, and take the rest outside of the forum:
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A thanks
Aviril: Thank you for your friendship ingame and IRL, I am so happy for the latest even that has happened in your life. It is truely a pleasure to see you smile,to see the light in your eyes when you tell me about the things you have a passion for. I am positive this summer will be one of the best in your life, so focus on all the positive and live life to it's fullest !
MrSmith:
Thank you for beeing whom you are, thank you for always bringing a smile to my face even on the days I have made up my mind everything is going to be crappy.
Thank you for the advice you give, and the time you have spend on our talks.
Spend less time on work and more on enjoying you deserve it, never forget that you have wants and needs too, don't always only consern yourself about others.
Oberon: I thanked you yesterday too, you are my guardian angel. I just want to say, follow your heart and do the things that brings true value in your life.
I know you feel consern for others and I have no doubt you spend many hours helping ppl as well as enjoying your work and the things you do.
So take a day for your pleasure alone and do something you have always wanted to do.
Skam: you are the one I have spend the least time talking to of the above people, but I want to say a thanks to you too. You seem to be a truely special person and I rather enjoy our small talks. We seem to have some things in common, alot more than I would have thought some months back.
I am so happy for you and ripper and I hope you guys will have alot of happy moments in front of you.
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