Dear Diary
19th april
Rain
Was really hopeing for sun today, but I guess checking the weather forecast could have saved me from getting disapointed when hearing the rain brush against my window.
I sigh as I go to look out the window, ppl running for shelter as mother nature cleans the buldings, roads and everything in her path. It's not a warm rain, as I open the window to take a breahe of fresh air it sends chills down my spine. I so love the rain on the warm days, like a new beginning. Today wont be like that, but I must admit even thou the cold keep me from going out I do enjoy listening to the sound as the water breaks against my window glass. My father used to tell me that when it rains it is the angels crying, on the warm days they cry for joy and the cold they cry for sorrow.
Silly eh ? or they must be real sad in the fall, but maybe they just dislike knowing the cold is comming as much as me.
Angel
I don't believe in angels as a true beeing, I beleive we all have an angel in us.Some lets their shine brighter than others, and some forget that it is there as they go thru life and fight the battles we all have to face. We are all born pure. It is how we live, how we breathe and how we chose to fight our battles that shapes the person we become. Some are born in the light while others are forced to walk in the shadow, it can shape us but it willl never define whom we are.
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Mornings
Now where was I ? ah yeah, morning, the start of every day not my personal favorite time, as I am not really a morning person. But never the less it is the start of every single day. The start of something potentually good. The best mornings is the once without the alarm waking me up, where I get to wake slowly, have time to stretch and slowly adjust my eyes to the light.
Today is a regular thursday morning, got up early and still trying to get rid of the annoying yawns which keeps accuring. I guess I should have gone to bed earlier than I did, but poker was good and had made promisses to watch a movie.
now I will go shower as I do every morning, make some tea and maybe get some breakfast, but will check in later
<3
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He holds me tight
Feeling my every breathe
Fragile in his hands
While the rain falls
Every cold drop
Like tears from heaven
Cleans my soul
Whispers of the past,
Stories of a future
Count the drops
Track their trails
Wash away my scars
Feel my pain,
Bring me light
Heavenly creatures
Fountain of life
Hear my prayers
Tell me why,
Show me how
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someone sent me this one:
Life in Lubbock, Texas, taught me two things: One is that God loves you and you're going to burn in hell. The other is that sex is the most awful, filthy thing on earth and you should save it for someone you love
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Some ppl asking about my tattoo, I do not feel like posting it in show ya face but you can have a few here
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secound is a bit harder to see it.
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Anyways yes I have two hearts one black one red.