Dear Diary
24th April-07
When I look to the sky all I see is a depressing grey, my limbs sore from beeing used for my afternoon run some days ago. Got up this morning and felt like I could hardly walk, one step at a time, feeling like an old person kicking life back into my body. Cursing a bit at myself for my foolish ideas to take a run looking at mother nature.
As some might have read in my profile I have a rather strong will and I do not want to give up without at least putting up a fight (depending on the situation ofcourse)
I am going to be able to run that track, with no pain. Tomorrow I will go there again, I smile to myself as I undress to get into the shower, the warm water heating up my sore muscles helps alot and feels divine.
as I go thru my regular routines, ofcourse go outside to smoke (yes I know I should stop and plz do not PM me telling me I will die, it is so god damn depressing
) as almost every morning I find a new peice of music I fall in love with, a new band/group or artist. Music fasinates me, I do not have the hots for hit radio, I like it to provoke a feeling in me, a memory or just in general I like beeing able to relate to the lyric.
As I clean up a bit, trying to reach the high shelfs (this is hard when you only stand 163.5 cm tall I feel the pian in my legs again, I chose to think of it as a positive thing althou really I am cursing a bit on the inside.
I put on some Dizzy Mizz Lizzy (many many many of you will not know what I am talking about now *giggles*.. they are a danish rock band) and deffinently worthy of a listen if you like a bit more oldschool rock feeling. They are most likely not a huge hit amongst ppl my age normally. But I come from a family loveing music, singing, playing drums and guitar (me hehe I play
PE) I do not have any musical talent I am afraid, but I am very good at singing with my headset thight against my ears and making everyone else feel amazing pain from my talent
Some might have seen me writting lyrics in "all chat" ingame .. who knows maybe you have even been one of the ppl to write back for me to shut the fuck up NAKIA!. But I do so enjoy it *smiles*
oh that reminds me I need a new set of earphones after my icemat once broke.. oh those were so damn nice,... I need a new pair...
*taking donations @ the diary corner on
EF 
*
oh what was I babbeling about ?.. oh yes music, I was telling you about what I was listening too, and I think I was going to share it with you..
Plz now if you know already you hate this kind of music do not bother yourself with pressing the link and then after thinking god that was just really bad
Alright:
Silverflame
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VKQ5uKTwm8
And a live tune:
Whispering at the top of my loungs (PS. omg I love the drummer guy he looks like a puppet *giggles*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guIOo3iuICk
Also those who care to read my endless flow of spam knows that I enjoy alot of harder music, but I pretty much range from super soft to near growling, it all depends on my mood;
Since I do feel rather addicted to everyones Breaking Benjamin and desperately trying to get all my friends to love him too I will share a song of his too (his music is also what I would describe as rock but more "modern" and harder)
Now for the ladies (if any is reading in) you have to take a listen here I swear his voice can call upon angels and make them walk the earth ! (althou on youtube quality is not supreme)
*listens to the song and gets even weaker in her legs*
Benjamin:
Breathe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PmREF37eh-4
and finally for the a little bit morbid dark lovers (yes I go there too) the dark side that is... they have cookies
Band: Bullet for my valentine
hard choice which song I want to pick but I am going to go with
Suffocating under words of sorrow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnnU89uENzk