Dear Diary
27th june-07
Hey everybody 
Guess many are off for their vacation soon, enjoying the sunshine (for those whom are lucky enough to actually have sun
)
Been both very good and not so good days since I wrote last, I tend to keep the bad days out of my diary since I feel it is more valuable to read what matters the most, the joy we have, not the pain we experience.
Ofcouse these go hand in hand without pain there would be no pleasure and vice versa.
today I want to write down a few words about friendship
Had some bad experiences with new friendships, and also been told I have been a not so good friend lately which ofcourse is a painfull thing to hear.
At the moment I have alot of things going on and those keep me very busy, ofcourse it is important not to forget the people whom matters the most, the people whom are close to us and there when we need it.
So as a reminder to all of you and to myself, always find the time for others as well as yourself.
We laugh and cry on the expense of others, without them we would have neither.
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I know I write very dark poems, but I like the emotion in it.
So here is another one for the collection:
free me:
you suck me in
making me feel sick
making me doubt myself
making me cry
burn me with your words
sounding so sweet
so full of lies
hold me tight
while u wish for something else
kiss me
while u think of someone else
torture me for your pleasure
let your desire ruin me
when you are done, let me fly free
and take away the pain u bring to me
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