Well, what a boring word
.... yes it is ... sort off.
Im cleaning up my house. Its a mess. My divorce is not making it any better. Roommate is messing around with stuff - trying to get as much as possible (thats why I WAS going to call this post "Greed" instead).
Nevermind. Im not into material things anyway. He can take all the things, as long as he promise me to back off.
WELL .. cleaning. SO after sorting papers, cd's, dvd's, bills ... seperating bankaccounts etc. I thought of all the unnessecary things we get in life. I have a lot of crap! It IS crap - most of it. And then I have funny small things, which some people might considder as crap - but things that means a hell of a lot to me. Like my wodden elephant! A letter from my kids given on Mothers-day. My old old tarot cards. And I feel warm inside when memorizing all the happy moments I have connected to these things.
What do I do with 4 tv's? 2 dvd-players anyway? Or all the kitchen stuff .... and all the other crappy stuff I have? They are not connected to any moments in my life worth to remember. Let roommate take it all, if thats so important to him. But im sure it still not fullfill the emtiness Im sure he is feeling inside.
Cleaning - Im cleaning up everything. My life .. Im turning everything upside down. Im throwing out things I dont need. Im collecting happy moments. I just got a new exciting job, a new light apartment! im doing a real turn over .. and I am so happy - and you make me so happy! And that is also worth to remember!
