EntropiaForum Blog: dj.

Well, If your going to get on a 16'2 hh horse, ex racehorse, thoroughbred, I'm thinking "Do up your hat at least!!"
Especially one that is known to buck and rear
My friend didnt

End result, she's found in the lane outside the yard, with a serious head injury.

Where has DJ been?

Doing the work her now nearly dead friend cant do.

Horses are easy, all you have to do is throw a saddle on them and go enjoy...

Nice news is, my Father had tests and the cancer hasnt spread to his bones, or anywhere else

Sad news is, all those people that were lost for words in-game..can now speak to me again, Its all cool now, my father isnt about to drop dead.

Thanx for not knowing what to say..So saying nothing, and totally avoiding me, I really appreciated that

/sarcasm off\

But I am harsh, I can understand it, people do come here...

Ok where am I at now?

Anger.

Its not displaced btw, so any psychologists reading this can eff off straight away.

Im so VERY angry.
........

So there we all were, a happy time, a great time btw!!
People I had known from childhood, all my relatives, ALL there on the Eve, having a good time at the hotel bar.

Was just the happiest place I could be at. Absolutely surrounded by all the important people in my life....

I have no idea how I have spent the last week.
Its all a blur.
Living a life in shock, and trying to get on with normal life.
Burnt dinners and near on car accidents.
Friends in game..
OMG bless my friends in-game
People are SO polite at time.
and thank you

I have no memory of questions asked of me this week, and no memory of people answering my questions.

Did that make sense lol?

I have some really...

...and so, another episode of my life unfolds;

My father is dying, consumed by cancer.

My blogs have so far contained life as a child, as an adult, but for life to continue, then it must contain death.

I have some vague recollection of my brother breaking the news to me.
I cannot remember it totally as I collapsed from shock.
It is a shock.

For now, I want to be alone, in-fact EU is a blessing.
My life consists of doing...