Snipe's Diary - Page 2

Snipe · 02-12-2007, 21:34

i think this girl onely sees me as a friend. I know her for 2 years now and ive had a crush on her from the first day i saw her. I know if i make a move im gonna screw up our friendship, but i want her to know how i feel.

On Vday im going to buy a red rose and write a poem and stick the poem and rose to her door. I already found out what time she gonna be in her room.

She will never talk to me again and i will never see her again after the 14th feb, but at least i will know that i told her and that alone will be worth it to me. I just want her to know how i feel.

I just... yea.... i love her.

Someone once asked me if it is possible to go out with someone and love the person, but at the same time to be in love with another, i said yes.

The reason was that i loved my girlfriend, but i was in love with Leana also.
I was loyal to my ex, cos loyalty is something thats extremely important to me (ask the ppl that knows me, like Lykke), but i still enjoyed the time me and Leana spent together, it was like a hour a month

What i love about Leana is the fact that she is a joker like me, she makes jokes, she takes joke. We have the same sence of humour. When she lauthes, its just so amazing, you can see that she is enjoying herself. I enjoy being around her, when im around her im so extremely happy. Even her sister is crazy :P Leana can dance, she partys, she is outgoing. She is everything i want in a girl. She is amazing.

Its really sad to know that im going to lose her friendship. Im sitting with a tear in my eye right now as im typing this.
Its just something i have to do.

Im listning to "Dance With You" from Live.... I love this song....

If i could, i would dance with Leana all night long....

i hope i dont lose her friendship.

Its the 13th now.... i have to buy a rose today. I wrote the poem last week.
tomorrow its all over.

Snipe · 02-16-2007, 12:56

she just wanna be friends.

she doesnt reply to any of my SMS's anymore, BUT at least when i see her she still greets me with a hug.

It could have been worse i suppose.

At least she said that she felt special when she got my rose, card and poem

Snipe · 02-20-2007, 15:08

ok, she is talking to me again

BUT it aint the same as it was before Vday, but at least its a start

Snipe · 03-07-2007, 20:19

i wish i could just be alone.

i want to go away and just be away from all my troubles. im so tired, it really fells like i cant go on, but i know i have to. Ive never quit before in my life. im so tired of life.

Snipe · 03-12-2007, 08:10

the weekend at home actually did me good.

i feel alot better.

i cant wait till i have holliday, just 11 more days

Snipe · 03-12-2007, 20:25

well, here is one of the things that has been bothering me recently that i just sorted out:

Early this year i got the room in res of a guy that was on the waiting list. Technically he shouldnt have even been able to choose a room.

He and his friend wanted to stay next to each other and i kinda screwed their plans and refused to move out, cos the room was myne and where the hell was i supposed to go anywyay???

The one night when i got to my room, i found that someone pissed underneath my door. I assumed it was the one guy that i had a fight with, cos my neighbour was friendly to me, but it turned out it wasnt. The guy threatend me and i got pissed of and went to the polise, after that he finally calmed down and we talked stuff out. He told me it was my neighbour that gave him hell and irretated him about my room, cos he gave me the room.

Earlier this month i came back from home to my room at varsity to find that someone placed a rotten egg ontop of my door, when i opened my door, the egg hit the ground. My neighbour said he is glad he doesnt have to clean it, so i said that i am also glad. I told him the egg landed in the hallway and not in my room, so im not going to clean it, cos the cleaning lady can do that.

After that i left my room and when i came back, someone threw 3 rotten eggs through my window and 5 eggs was outside against the window. If you compare the angle where the eggs hit my wall and look out the window, onely my neighbour could have thrown the eggs from his window.

I then reported the matter and when i came back to my room, i found yet another egg. Later the night i went out again and when i came back, i found wet toilet paper against my door and stuck underneath my door and on the walls outside my room.

I reported it all again and tonight i got results.

The 2 guys got a warning and if anything happens to me or my room again, they will be thrown out of res and maby even university. The one guy even washed my door!

Sofar i said i will get revenge and i did win the fight.... UNFORTIONATELY due to the hell they put me through as well as the humiliation i simply CANNOT stop here....

I won the fight, yes, BUT i need something more.... i need to make a example of them.... i need a overkill....

so yea, i think its save to say that their days will be numbered. If they cannot stay in res on campus, they will not be able to complete their studies and they will have wasted 4 years of their live.... overkill....

HOOAH

they won the battle, but the victory of the war will be myne...

Snipe · 03-15-2007, 08:42

i went to see the Dean of the University.

She is going to do a investigation and she is going to have a hearing with the 2 guys thats giving me hell. If they are found guilty, they will be thrown out of the Residence and maby out of the University.