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Selling VAT-100

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I now have two places to update but maybe not with the same things

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3 days and I see my bebe again He is very much missed

[Lykke]

OK! A lot of people have been asking me about my new signature. I am very proud of it - especially because I know NOTHING about math or Quantum Physics

The most common question I get is; Don't you miss an "A" in Entropi?

NO

Here is an explanation:

The formel is the "world formel" made by Einstein (around the same time as gravity I believe) - and shows the formel of Entropi - telling, that time is always moving forwards - and therefore you cannot change the past.

As a proof you can take a glass and let it fall down from a table. It will break. Chaos. It can fall apart, but you cannot change the time and make it whole again and jump back up on the table.

Entropi brings chaos to the universe all the time and it might increase as the universe is expanding (no exact proofs for that yet, though).

If Entropi stops and everything will be in order, time will stop and so will the world.

By that - the Universe is dynamic ,-)

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[Lykke]

Selling some stuff ..(bp's/nat. mat./sword)

[Lykke]

EU!
I'm trying to sell a few things I have. I also am pondering about selling my two apartments - one on cND and the other on Amethera (pm me, if you are interested) - and only keep the more necessary stuff like a few weapons, the fap and vigi.

I have been hunting a little yesterday and thursday. Not that loot was THAT bad - they just weren't good enough either. I log in and log out quickly again. I might have reached a point were a little break would do me good. I might go to cND and spend the rest of my money on a quick atrox hunt (since I don't have much left *G*).

Real life
Peter was here this weekend. What can I say? We had a very nice relaxing weekend and yet it was one of the best weekends we had! Thursday we had 9 months of anniversary - and those months went so fast. And still I am so much in love with that boy it is hard to really explain it - and I don't really have to! Just doing simple things is so enjoyable and nice! DAMN, sometimes life is so good! Sitting here, after he left, sucks though! But I'm counting down - 11 days and he will be back again

AND last but not least - a funny thing I found on Realityport ... see my touching movie:

NO BREAKFAST FOR YOU!!!

and yet another one ... this is TOO fun:

Loot is random ...

[Lykke]

As a reply to a diary by Levithanikos and a post made by Donald!

World is moving constantly - so is the dynamic Universe called EU. It is up to you if you want to move with it or not. When I look back at my first posts on this forum, I see another Lykke, than the Lykke I am today. I was SO positive towards the game and MA - and people who wasn't? Bye bye and fuck off. But I changed too! With knowledge and experience you change naturally!

Heck, I loved the game so much I thought about it all day long at work and I started playing from the very minute I came home untill I went to bed past midnight - slept max. 5 hours before going up and start playing again before going to work!

I loved the game so much I lost connection to family and friends - and called people idiots and narrowminded when they didn't understand my "lifestyle". I got myself a bunch of online friends, some of them I fortunately still can call my friends also outside the Universe.

I loved the game so much including the people in here that I had no troubles writing a very personal diary in here - not only about EU but also about my RL - love, happiness and even sorrows!

I loved the game so much I didn't hesitate when I found my soul mate in game which seemed to be a natural hang-out-dating-place for him and me to meet, even though online-datings/relationships was so far from me - this game showed me, that it is not impossible - love was just in front of me!

I loved the game so much I spend a LOT of money for a very long time (since I started and untill few weeks ago) without even doubting that MA somehow would support me and be there if things went wrong! Without doubting that even though MA is a company, we, the depositing addictive players who have been standing up and defending MA and the game and whatever for a long while - was somehow important to them!

If I look back there is NO doubt, that EU gave me a lot! The biggest is that I found the love of my life! That is something you can't value in money and be sure, that if anyone asked, I would do it all over a billion times, just for that again!

Why did we become so negative? Frustrated? Sad? Know, that I would LOVE to keep playing, but I reached a point in my life were I just can't afford it anymore no matter how much I would like to. It is NOT possible for me (NOT saying it isn't possible for others) to play without depositing. I have tried a lot of times - but if I want to expire things and have the kind of fun I believe a game requires if you play it, I need money!

I am still a single mom with a boyfriend 800 km away from me. That is not cheap though, I am not complaining, but I really need to drossle down somewere and since EU is not giving me the feeling of joy and happiness anymore but instead fills me with frustration and a feeling of throwing money into a sink, I chose to get rid of all unecessary stuff in here and spend the money on RL trips to Holland instead!

For now, Lykke TheNun is still in game! I am still here - I keep a few items and will hunt occaisionally! This might change somewere in future though - who knows? I leave that up to MA! But personally, I'm done kick-boxing the pillow!

And for the Lykke wooden chest! A lot of people have been asking me about that. Once and for all; I did not ask MA to make a chest/item named after me. I never had a "private" chat with Marco or anyone else from the MA team! I got the chest in March this year - when I stopped as the event manager for ND (and to answer other questions: No, I and Peter did NOT get the job because we knew/know ND in private! He is a cool guy - but it was all plain business!).

I was and I am still very honored by getting the chest. I still think it was a nice gesture of MA to do that - and I like to know, that I will always somehow be a part of the game this way! Especially because it meant so much to me! I think it was nice despite all pm's and reps I got from people stating it was only a strategic move from MA to keep me in game, since VF seemed to be leaving at that point! Dunno - that might have been correct?

Personally, I don't believe things are black and white that way. Call me blonde or naive - but there are still humans behind the MA flat screens! And dont forget, that despite all problems, bugs, frustrations, bad information, lack of loot and all the money we "lost" - there was also fun, joy, happiness, parties, friendships and even real love ... and most of that is publiced on this forum!

And as usually, I am a very positive person who always believe in peoples(companies) best intentions even though it seems like it's all about money! And even though I reached a point were too much was said and done, I still really like to keep it that way!

Best of luck out there!

[Lykke]

Sometimes
when we feel so strong
or we think we are
we realize
that we are really weak
and nothing but
a shadow star
falling down from
the dark blue sky.

It would be so easy
if we could just forget
and look ahead
and not back
but even our minds
are sometimes just
wandering around
on their own
in the unknown forrest
of memories and deep
oh so deep
black and muddy lakes.

Who are we
we can ask ourselves
but no one is really answering
and no matter how hard
it fells to know the truth
and how much we struggle
cry ourselves to bed
searching for an answer
wish - maybe even pray
no one really knows!

Loneliness is such
a pale word
but something we
all discover even though
we think we are not alone
when truth is shown in the mirror
you see only yourself
and that makes the word pale
because the feeling
is so much more and
the truth so terrifying.

[Lykke]

I feel a bit of sadness. Lykke TheNun is soon nothing but an empty shell. I have nearly sold all her skills and can now - with no proud in my voice - call myself a n00b. *LOL* and my healtpoints went down 10 points when I chipped out courage ...

Most things are sold. But I am still keeping her just for a bit chatting etc. (kept one set of n00b-armor, one gun and one fap just in case + the Lykke Wooden chest and the Entropian ). I can't just let her die with all the things she has been expiring during this last year and more. As Lootius would have said: From n00b you started - to n00b you shall be!

WHICH reminded me of this picture I made some time ago - and that fits perfectly now:



I would love to stay, but my real life is busy - I will still spam the forum a little ...TOO BAD HEEE? *G* And I will still be in the game from time to time - but very much limited.

We never know what will happen in future - and there is no need to burn any bridges if we one day wish to go back!

You have all been so kind to me. Thanks for the "goodbye"-thread <3

Love you all
Lykke TheNun as I wants to be remembered:



Btw. Looking in my personal Gallery just shows me how much fun I have had in here :-) It is really great looking back like that - and you should do that from time to time! That reminds us WHY we kept on playing for so long!

Let me end this up with an oldie I found - very suitable HAHA - and what can I say? YOU'R ALL NOTHING BUT N00BS ...