Lykkes diary

[Lykke]

Church of Lootius now open

Now the shop deed has been given back to its owner (thanks for borrowing it, Dank ) - I have re-decorated the Church so it is now ready to be visited by believers and followers of Lootius.

You find the church at:

Sakura city
Chikara Sachi Dondos 11H

You are most welcome to pay a visit and sit at the alter and meditate over your private loot-pool, make a little prayer to Lootius or dance on the table with the holy beacon!

Please place eventually donations on the balcony

Happy praying and lucky looting and LOTS of Lootius blessings.

Lykke TheNun

[Lykke]

HAHAHAH ... well, there's a shoe for everything

[Lykke]

First I want to thank all of you who replied so nicely on the front page story about me. I am very humble to all the awesome respondses I have gotten.

Long waited and sorry for that .. but we have been busy .. here are the pictures of the Priest and Nuns private castle ...

Our livingroom from one side - you can see my RL Lykke Wooden Chest behind that chair. It is HUGE I tell you but a thing my parents gave me years back when they moved from their old house. It has always been too big for the places I have been living in - but fortunately it's perfect for this apartment ... as everything is



And from the other side. It's our "livingroom-tv section you see in the back ...



THIS is SO awesome. Our Da Vinci Picture ... and it just fits in perfectly at the stairway ...

[Lykke]

Amanda has a corner were she can be creative like her mommy ...



And THIS is our very exclusive private spot in the house ... the EU office :-D .. well, hopefully it will be a real office one day in future



Not to forget the bookshelf ...



My famous bubble bath! Yes, The Church of Lootius members came up with lots of ideas, when I told them I had something big, vibrating, wet thing between my legs ... ... hm nm ....



LAST but not least, Peter, I and my two daughters went to the famous TIVOLI park yesterday and it was really cosy. We went to a restaurant and got the biggest ribs I have ever seen in my life .. but they was SOOO good .. damn, I ate too much but I love sucking bones After some beers, well of course what is ribs without good beer? I draw this on the table .. and yes, the very sharp one will se that it is MindStar9 .. ALWAYS with us MindStar, always



Lootius bless you ppl and remember always to
HAVE FUN!!!!

[Lykke]

There have been a lot about having kids and being addicted to online games. Some cases are more horrifying that others. I have kids and I play. I'm mostly online on my work. "Forgetting" my kids is SO unreal to me! WTF?

The recent case I saw was a young american couple with two little kids - 11 and 22 months! A girl and a boy. The little girls hair had to be cut off because it was infected with cat urine and she had infections on her body. The little boy had infection in his mouth, genitalia and his muscles are heavily under-developed from the lack of stimulation. Both kids were undernourished when they were hospitalized.

The reason for this disarster is the parents addiction to a well known online game. They admited in court that they played all day and night. They DID have food in the fridge - they just forgot to give it to the kids, the same goes for water and bathing them, reading for them, singing with them - get them outside to play ... Caring!

While we in these times are very focues on children abuse in many ways - let's not forget abuse made by some poor childrens own parents! Children abuse is to be found in many shades - some not even visible to us.

I'm still baffled that in lot of countries you have to get a special certificate if you wish to have animals .. but any idiot are allowed to have kids!!

This is just horrible! I hope the parents rot in hell!

[Lykke]

Just a tiny little report .. Today I unlocked Blueprint Comprehensen. Well I aimed after it .. sooo

Got 5 globals today (3 with korss'-2 amps) - so not a bad day - though in the end it's all the same!

OH and I reached total 76.030 skills... Pretty neat in 6 months (outchipped December last year) ... HERE comes the Nun ... again!

[Lykke]

I realized something the other day ... Sun was shining and my little daughter and I went for groceries. She had an icecream ... a pink star one with little silver glitter on it! She had icecream all over her face and with the sun shining and her being happy over this tiny little wonder of the day (which an icecream is to a 4-year old, when it's melting and sticky all over) - everything looked so wonderful.

We walked down the one of the small roads with lots of houses and small gardens in front of big apartments - and there are big roses growing on the railings - white, pink, yellow and red. My tiny little one sat on my bike with her face covered in icecream and pointed on the different roses, telling me which one was most beautiful. Every little rose was more beautiful than the rose before it and she was thrilled to see, that around the corner at the new road, there were even more roses to look at ...

We went home, walking slowly with the bike when suddenly two elder women came towards us. They walked slowly ... one had a walking frame. She had a little hat on her head and a pink dress with big white flowers. You could see that despite her age (which might have been 80+) she had tried to make herself look as beautiful as possible. The other woman must have been the same age. Also in a dress, walking troubled but secure.

That's when it hit me hard. I looked at my little Amanda - so little, so innocent so beautiful, so sparkly and fresh with - hopefully - a long life ahead. And myself - nearing my 40sh but inside I still feel very young. Looking back on the old women - they might feel young inside still ... are they aware of their own oldness? Does it bother them?

That's when I realized, I'm slowly dieing! And I really really hate that thought.

[Lykke]

My last diary entry

First let me say thanks to those of you who gave me respond on my last entry.


One of them was:

But would life not become meaningless if it was not limited? After a while no moment will be precious and special anymore like the moment you described so well.

That is so very true. And I think my lag in English skills might have made it sound like if it's the death I fear. It isn't death I fear at all and I never did - but the fact that I'm getting old. I do treasure the little moments but I'm terrified to realize that they will be gone at a point. It is the human body and brain decay I fear. Death will come to us all eventually


Another one was:

We all get older, eventually we die. Bringing children into the world is one thing that makes everything else seem worthwhile.

Yes I always felt that the way you live eternal is through your kids. I love my kids. Kids are main to this world - the future. Nothing can be compared to the love you have to your kids or the love you get from them. Your love to your kids should with no doubt be unconditional. They are the light in darkness.


And this from a very wise friend:

...there's no point in arguing with nature or evolution, which invented death as a solution to make room for new individuals. We are mere vehicles for our DNA to take it further into future.
...
Meanwhile, think of what Terry Pratchett ("Discworld") says:
"In every old person is a young person wondering what happened."

The last line is how I feel the old women most feel every morning they wake up. That is how _I_ feel from time to time even though I'm "only" 37. I look at my kid and sometimes I see myself in her. I think "were did all the wonders go? The beauty? The mystery? The joy of discovering? The innocent curiousity?" I miss all those feelings that used to give you a kick. Today when you "know it all", you have to look for them - or create them yourself. But when my daughter is thrilled by the look of one single red rose, I must admit, I got her excitement and was thinking: "damn, I havent looked proberly on a rose for a long time. Lootius, they are beautiful".

Maybe that is why I'm a gamer? Maybe that is why I love to travel or to enjoy little pleasures in life, like creation? But also why it sometimes hit me when I wake up and find out it's only temporary.

These moments were you get hit by a hammer in your head might be good little "wake-up" calls. DO NOT FORGET TO PREASURE LITTLE WEEK DAY MOMENTS!

Actually, maybe we should write down one thing a day which we really enjoy some way or another. After a while we would realize how much beauty and lovely moments we are surrounded at?

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EU!

Again - HUGE thanks to DANK for once more lending out his shop to me. I'm back at Port Atlantis Mall floor 3 #3.

I will shortly have another EU surprice for you all

Untill then - remember to

have fun and Lootius bless!