Lykkes diary - Page 3

Lykke · 11-01-2005, 11:04

OMG OMG OMG Im SOOOOO excited ... *jumps up and down* - I just cant wait ...

And I just HAD to share that

Lykke · 11-02-2005, 08:53

And without much further ado, I present to you the new mistur:

http://www.entropiaforum.com/forums/members/a.html

Lykke · 11-04-2005, 11:15

From Shakespeare's Richard III

CATESBY: Rescue, my Lord of Norfolk, rescue, rescue!
The king enacts more wonders than a man,
Daring an opposite to every danger:
His horse is slain, and all on foot he fights,
Seeking for Richmond in the throat of death.
Rescue, fair lord, or else the day is lost!

KING RICHARD III: A horse! a horse! my kingdom for a horse!

CATESBY: Withdraw, my lord; I'll help you to a horse.

Lykke · 11-05-2005, 16:00

Something has been bugging me lately. Not really bugging me - might be the wrong word, but made me pondering; once again I had to turn my friendlist round and realize who is there for ME and who I most likely will be best living without!

I have done this a couple of times in my life. Not because im fond of it - but because I also realized, that real good and close friends not necessary are those you are together with 12/52/7/24 ... ??

I had friends like that - had them for 5 years now. They were wifes to my x-husbands friends. We met every week - were sitting there 4 couples at least - with all the children .. at least as many as grown-ups. The talk was always about money, what investments to make next time, what new things to build on the houses, what car to buy when the new babies came etc. That MIGHT be interesting ... but I was sitting there, looking at the whole set-up knowing, that one of the wifes has been cheating on her husband, the other was about to be left by hers last year because she was over-shopping the Visa dry, the third one always whined and cried because her husband watched Porn on the pc ... and so on ... ! Maybe Im just rough? But if you whine? Do something about it. DONT sit week after week pretending to be the perfect family! We could NEVER talk deeper than, how much damage last birth did to the poor mother ... or about what child was plagued about getting teeths ... ! And yes I know, Im not (and will never be) the perfect housewife! But not beeing interested in talking about nappies, chapped nipples and diapers all the time, doesnt make me a bad mother .. does it??

And while I was watching this theater week after week I realized, that I was about to waste away my life! Then I found excuses to keep away from the weekly family-meetings! And that ALSO made me feel bad - well, kind of!

When I left my husband none of these friends asked me why. They all considder me to be the weirdo! They DID though say to people I know, and Im sure with an envy feeling, that I must have at least 10 lovers out there, I was evil and out of my mind, i was blind against realities - a bad mother to drag away the children from their father, that I had everything I needed and they kept on going! Im the bad *guy*! Well, the thing is - and this is kind of scaring. Even though we DID meet that often - they DID call me from time to time (before leaving x), they ALWAYS remembered my kids birthdays and I could keep on - I dont miss one single girl in that society?

The closest and dearest friends I have, I meet once or twize a month. I known them for a LOT of years. They know me - and we are able to talk about much - to me - deeper things. I even have friends who call me when Im sad - because they somehow know! Thats the kind of friends I like to keep. They really make my life richer!

And then I have a lot of other friends, I never met! But people I do talk with everyday. Among them a lot from PE. Dunno why - but we are also able to be close in another but very inspiring way!

I decided NOT to contact the people I dont feel i will be missing in my life! I have thought about it a lot! And when coming to the conclusion - and after talking to the people I really love - I feel so much lighter and relieved.

Thanks to you all - With lot of love

(A dear pe-friend of mine gave me these thoughts the other day; when saying he didnt feel he had many close friends, and he felt kind of alone. I came to the conclusion; its not about the number of friends. Its about how deep your connection is to the friends you got!)

Lykke · 11-08-2005, 17:33

Dunno .. really .. but sometimes I feel someone is watching me ....

Maybe im just paranoid?????

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Lykke · 11-08-2005, 17:34

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Lykke · 11-10-2005, 09:18

Its just a beautifull song ... and I'm a nun ...

Misere Mani by Era

Pera menora
Infane lia
Doven anore
Misere mani

I will look in the sky
I will search for the sun
Who'll tell us all about
Where we'll be tomorrow

I will read all the books
On my knees countlessness
To tell you what about
The legends of the past

I will wait for the sun (Pera menora )
On the top of the world (Infane lia)
To tell you all about (Doven anore)
The beauty of the light (Misere mani)

If you look inside your soul
The world will open to your eyes
You will see...

Pera menora
Ifano mia
Misere mani
Doven adore
Ifane nia
Misere maneo
Doven adore
Ifane tia
Misera omane

I will stand in the rain
Hoping sun will come through
And I'll see the colours of a misty rainbow
I'll stay up in the night
Looking on shooting stars
To tell you how magic
Is the whole universe

If you look inside your soul
The world will open to your eyes
You will see...

Pera menora infano lia
Misere mani
Doven anore
Infane lia
Misere manio
Doven anore
Infane lia
Misero omane

Pera menora
Infane lia
You will see...
Doven anore
Misere mani

Ooooo...

I will wait for the sun
On the top of the world
To tell you all about
The beauty of the light
I'll stay up in the night
Looking on shooting stars

Doven anore
Infane lia
Misere manio
Doven anore
Infane lia
Misero omane

I will look in the sky
I will search for the sun
I will wait for the sun
On the top of the world
I will look in the sky
Of the world, of the world, of the world ...

Lykke · 11-13-2005, 09:03

Time is such a funny thing. When you are young, you wish time would run faster - and you feel time is SO slow... When you grow older, you wish time would run slower, because you feel time is running too fast. When you are really old - you feel time is running slow again and time might be against you ... yet your time will be near! The truth is, time is never changing ... but we are!

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