Lykkes diary - Page 7

Lykke · 01-17-2006, 11:13

So, the sense of life!
Do you feel it?
Do you live it?
Are you in it?
Or are you out?

So, the sense of love!
Do you like it?
Does it hurt?
Are you on your own?
Or are you there?

So, the sense of death!
Do you wish it?
Do you fear it?
Are you far from it?
Or are you near?

So, all these questions
Can you answer them?
Is it hard and why?
Are you refusing?
Or will you even try?

Lykke · 01-23-2006, 19:37

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Lykke · 01-26-2006, 11:20

Dont get me wrong. I love life.

Life has been both good and bad to me - mostly good though.

Im in the lucky position of having my sences and not being dependent of others. Im living in a democratic country were you mostly can do what your free will wants you to. Not everything seems logical though - but I should not complain, when looking at other countries governments or dictatorships, strickt religious systems, regular natural disasters, racism, fanatism, hunger and abuse of population.

I dont even have to go that far, to see Im lucky. Im not deathly ill, havent lost any of my dear ones or any bodyparts for that matter, I have 2 healthy kids, a familiy who cares about me, good friends and the worse thing im suffering from is my Astma - and the lack of money on my bank account ...

But I still should not complain; I have a roof over my head, food on the table every day, my kids have always clean clothes and they are able to go to school and get educated, Im educated myself and have a job and even a small car and Im somehow able to pay my bills every month even though it sometimes looks incredible hard ...

But life sucks ... Im loving - but missing ...

But still I should not complain; I HAVE someone to love, even though you are so far away! Someone yesterday made me realize, how fantastic it is to have someone near you who is that special to you. And in a lifetime it might happend, you meet that SOMEONE, you just KNOW you are connected to somehow. And that I should not complain, since I know that even though it might take time before we are together - this feels SO right, that time is on our site!

So I guess, I should not complain about time either .... ?

...8 days ...

Lykke · 01-31-2006, 13:07

IM AM FREAKING TIRED

... Huuuu ?

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Lykke · 02-02-2006, 10:39

"My name is Ann Lykke, and I'm a PE-holic"

The first thing I do in the morning is to open my pc and surf the Forums for news. I dont eat breakfast or get coffee - I hardly brush my teeth before going "on". The days were its not possible to go "on" early, I starts to shiffer. My mind is elsewere, wondering if I miss out something important. I dont know were to put my hands, though I'm sure theres plenty of "nice" places, I could put them!

I try to hide it for my family, friends and my work. I go online from the minute I step into the office and its the last thing I do before I leave again. My mind circels around PE and especially the event-business, what could be done, how people are reacting and what we did etc. I'm even comparing the events I make in RL with the ones I make in PE! For example I'm gonna make a business-fair with some activities, and my first thought was making a treasure hunt in the mess-hall. But I'm not that sure my boss think its a great idea... and I would probably not be allowed to enter that cometition either!

I open the pc when I get back from work, after a drive in the car were I can feel how hard it is to be away from the pc for 30 min. (the days I need to buy groceries are AWEFULL). I surf the forums while I'm cooking. Sometimes - the weeks were I don't have the small one, and the big one is at friends houses to eat, I even look at it when eating, IF I'm eating that is.

TV? Whats that. I dont watch TV - I play PE. When I'm in PE I often switz out to look at the Forums. News is not what happend in Irac lately, that the prins just got a little son, that theres been a new earthquake in Turkey - No its about the new scammers, new events, new vu's!

I cant talk with my friends, they do not understand how it is. I often try to find excuses for having the pc open when they are here and "do you like to see something awesome?" - funny, they always leave early (which gives me time to play). Well, thats not a problem - most of my friends are online anyway!

I do NOT talk with my colleaques about it - though we do have a firm-politic saying, that the company helps people who are heavily addicted. But then again - do I need help? And the days were I just NEED to play, I call myself ill! The problem is though, after a few ill days, were I'm actually well, the lagg of sleep, food and fresh air makes me really ill, which then again give me a reason to stay home and play more!

My family knows something is wrong, but I try and hide it well and always have other internet sites open to switz to, if they get near. Its more difficult to hide the bank-transcriptions, but that has been easier after the seperation. Except for now its only ME spending that money!

Is a 3-year old allowed to help out according to the EULA? Dunno - but she is an exellent autoclicker!

My clothes are getting old - I spend money on clothes in game instead. I mean, the decay is nearly the same, but it fits me MUCH nicer in game! I can hardly pay my apartment in RL - but have had several apartments in PE, the newest on cND.

I dont have a RL pet! I have a snablesnot female! And no, the kids cant have pets, I'm allergic!

Even my boyfriend is online and the times I need to get close to him, I can always find him in PE!

My name is Ann Lykke, and I'm a PE-holic! But the last 10 months have been the most AWESOME time in my life. I met a lot of cool and very nice people, the greatest boyfriend and I have so much fun!

My name is Ann Lykke, and I'm a PE-holic, But I'm proud of it, so I guess I dont need help anyway!

Cu all in game

Lykke · 02-03-2006, 07:59

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Lykke · 02-03-2006, 13:12

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Lykke · 02-05-2006, 20:41

WOOT ... lots of plans ... lots of love ... lots of ...

DID YOU JUST GRAB MY ASS??????