Lykkes diary

[Lykke]

Word of the day: Hope

Started a new job today - my stressfactor reached a level I did not even thought was possible. I new, I could handle a lot of things all together - but this was horrible. Im trying to manage 2 jobs at the same time - and have to do that for the rest of this week!

"Hope" is a positive word. When things goes wrong, hope is the way to get you going.

I hope, I will be able to manage to finish my job before Monday and still be alive (or avake).

In PE I still hope to be able to HOF or Global on my own *GG* and be there, when it happens

If I wasnt Danish, and if I would ever have another child, and it was a babygirl. I could easily call her Hope.

Lykke

[Lykke]

Do you have confidence in your life and trust the way, that are shown you? I do!

Sometimes its like, when one door shuts in front of you - 5 new doors open. I also noticed that when you give up one thing in life, its to make room for something better. You just have to keep faith in your own intuition! Sometimes its good to listen to your heart and not your brain, even though you find the logical and easy option more reasonable. If things feels good, the odds for success is more likely good too.

Its fun, PE is different from RL. When I really feel in my heart, I should go and hunt maffoids at argus, because my intuition tells me I would HOF there ... I get the worse loot ever???

OHH praise Lootie .. I have to kneel more - and do some more penance ... I think! ViagraFalls, I have some confessions to make too ... and after, you can decide what the penalty should be

[Lykke]

AHHHH well, I just wanted to see if you were awake ...

Im quite amazed how most guys are talking to girls in online-games. They just say excactly what they mean, how they want it and were (I dont care much about it myself - I just follow the conversation if its a blast or them over, when it turns out to be too much - which actually is a rare thing!)

When I meet guys in RL, they harly talk, stepping on their own feets, stutting out "hi's" and "hello's" ..! Imagine a guy like this turning over to be a hot studbull in the evenings, drenching girls with drooling pervert words and offers ... ?

Sometimes I have to laugh hard of peoples sexy-conversations when hearing them .. and imagine the guy and girl(or guy ) sitting behind the screens! Is it pathetic, you think? Naaa, I dont think it is really. I believe that the possibility to chat and flirt with people of the opposite sex gives you the strenght to talk to them in RL too - by time.

Like myself ... I like flirting in game ... but in RL, Im ... ohhh well, nevermind

[wishlist]I wish there were flirting-skills in PE ... then I would have been an UBER long time ago (Any priests here, who would like to help me skill???)[/wishlist]

[Lykke]

WELL, I will be too busy tomorrow to write about the days word - but I have allready decided it will be happiness

And that made me think of an old The Beatles song :

*She's not a girl who misses much
Do do do do do do do, oh yeah
She's well acquainted with the touch of the velvet hand
Like a lizard on a window pane

The man in the crowd with the multicoloured mirrors
On his hobnail boots
Lying with his eyes while his hands are busy
Working overtime
A soap impression of his wife which he ate
And donated to the National Trust.

I need a fix 'cause I'm going down
Down to the bits that I left uptown
I need a fix cause I'm going down

Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun

Happiness is a warm gun
Happiness is a warm gun
When I hold you in my arms
And I feel my finger on your trigger
I know nobody can do me no harm
Because happiness is a warm gun
Happines is a warm gun
Yes it is

Happiness is a warm yes it is...gun....*

Not REALLY a happy song .. but real good anyway

[Lykke]

Well, what a boring word .... yes it is ... sort off.

Im cleaning up my house. Its a mess. My divorce is not making it any better. Roommate is messing around with stuff - trying to get as much as possible (thats why I WAS going to call this post "Greed" instead).

Nevermind. Im not into material things anyway. He can take all the things, as long as he promise me to back off.

WELL .. cleaning. SO after sorting papers, cd's, dvd's, bills ... seperating bankaccounts etc. I thought of all the unnessecary things we get in life. I have a lot of crap! It IS crap - most of it. And then I have funny small things, which some people might considder as crap - but things that means a hell of a lot to me. Like my wodden elephant! A letter from my kids given on Mothers-day. My old old tarot cards. And I feel warm inside when memorizing all the happy moments I have connected to these things.

What do I do with 4 tv's? 2 dvd-players anyway? Or all the kitchen stuff .... and all the other crappy stuff I have? They are not connected to any moments in my life worth to remember. Let roommate take it all, if thats so important to him. But im sure it still not fullfill the emtiness Im sure he is feeling inside.

Cleaning - Im cleaning up everything. My life .. Im turning everything upside down. Im throwing out things I dont need. Im collecting happy moments. I just got a new exciting job, a new light apartment! im doing a real turn over .. and I am so happy - and you make me so happy! And that is also worth to remember!

[Lykke]

Another song .. sorry .. love songs This is SO beautiful, I nearly get tears in my eyes when listening to it (nearly ... )

Sign your name by Terence Trent D'Arby

Fortunately you have got
someone who relies on you
we started out as friends
but the thought of you just caves me in
the synptoms are so deep
it is much to late to turn away
we started out as friends

Sign your name
across my heart
i want you to be my baby
Sign your name
across my heart
i want you to be my lady

Time i'm sure will bring
disappointments in so many things
it seems to be the way
when your gambling cards on love you play
i'd rather be in hell with you baby
than in cool heaven
it seems to be the way

Birds never look into the sun
before the day is done
but oh the light shines brighter
on a peaceful day
stranger blue leave us alone
we don't want to deal with you
we'll shed our stains showering
in the room that makes the rain

All alone with you
makes the butterflies in me arise
slowly we make love
and the earth rotates
to our dictates
slowly we make love

Nothing more to say .. I have had a busy day

[Lykke]

My parents always told me to keep out of troubles. I dont know .. that just made it even more exciting to get into troubles. Somehow troubles learned me about life - the hard way .. but then again ... I cant help it - I just LOVE troubles!

[Lykke]

An tragedy, and accident, and a great loss

George W. Bush is visiting a primary school and he visits one of the classes. They are in the middle of a discussion related to words and their meanings. The teacher asks the President if he would like to lead the discussion of the word "tragedy."

So the illustrious leader asks the class for an example of a tragedy. One little boy stands up and offers: "If my best friend who lives on a farm, is playing in the field and a runaway tractor comes along and knocks him dead, that would be a tragedy."

"No," says President Bush, "that would be an accident."

A little girl raises her hand: "If a school bus carrying 50 children drove over a cliff, killing everyone inside, that would be a tragedy."

"I'm afraid not," explains the exalted leader. "That's what we would call a great loss."

The room goes silent. No other children volunteer. President Bush searches the room. "Isn't there someone here who can give me an example of a tragedy?"

Finally at the back of the room, little Peter raises his hand. In a quiet voice he says: "If Air Force One carrying you was struck by a missile and blown to smithereens, that would be a tragedy."

"Fantastic!" exclaims President Bush, "That's right. And can you tell me why that would be a tragedy?"

"Well," says the boy, "because it sure as hell wouldn't be a great loss and it probably wouldn't be an accident either."

[Lykke]

WHAT a wonderfull morning ...



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Have a nice day all